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I imagine arousing her to the extreme

I lust after my best friend's girlfriend and often socialise with them simply to look at her and feed my fantasies. I can't remember when it started, when I started looking at her in a different way. I fear that I might be driven to do something about it.

They seem to be going through a difficult patch - no intimacy, etc. As his best friend, I know what is going on on his side; i.e. I know that she is, and why she is being sexually neglected.

This intensifies my desire, knowing that I could probably do things to her which she is either not receiving or which she has never had done to her. I imagine arousing her to the extreme by simply telling her what I would like to do to her. Or telling her how I would like to hear her telling me what she would do to me.

Often in social situations with them, I drift off exactly with these kinds of thoughts going through my mind.

I do have a sexual partner, and the sex is astounding. But the wicked illicitness of my fantasy, I am sure, drives my lust for my friend's girlfriend. That she is attractive doesn't help.



LitNet: 15 November 2005

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